dude wtaf is going on... 7/26/2024

TW WARNING: GROOMING, AND OTHER WEIRD SHIT

for those of you not in the know, i'm like super into the breakcore community and i'm sure those who are familiar with it know that it's not exactly the greatest place since it draws in some weird folks but, yknow there's a lot of good people who are so much fun and if any of you are reading this i wanna say thank you!! you're all great and i'm going to miss hanging out with all of you everyday. but um, something big happened to me and it um, it's really uncomfy for me to say it but, i got groomed. and well i'm kind of a mess rn with this whole thing and like the vsnares server getting shut down and- ugh it's a lot and i'm trying to compute it all. i have no social life and i think that that had a key part in this, i was just so desperate for attention that i called the wrong type to myself. i feel overwhelmingly alone rn it's almost like everyone's gone now :'/ which is really sad you guys are all i have and im not gonna be the same. im so grateful for all the support you all have given me, all the kind words and nice messages. it's really helping me through this and i want you to know that i am so so grateful i'm going to try to keep offline for a while (dw i'll try update my site often) and yknow school's coming around so ugh wish me luck :'(

but all in all this has to be like, the worst summer ever :'/